Monthly Archives: April 2012

Stuck In My Head

Posted on April 27, 2012 by Tom Seeks Equanimity

So I think all these existential musings I’ve been having are a bad sign that I’m too stuck in my head. They are all about ego, what I should be doing with my life, accomplishments, relationships etc etc. None of … Continue reading →

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Observations on Things and Myself

Posted on April 26, 2012 by Tom Seeks Equanimity

Okay, I am going to quit it with the titles with question marks. I can be a little less equivocal than that. That being said I’m not totally sure what to blog about today, but I do want to blog, … Continue reading →

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TGIF?

Posted on April 20, 2012 by Tom Seeks Equanimity

So it’s friday and I haven’t posted here in a while. I’ve got my new space and so have been busy getting it set up and starting to do some writing. I have to say there is something disquieting about … Continue reading →

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Past My Prime?

Posted on April 15, 2012 by Tom Seeks Equanimity

Sitting in the coffee shop on a grey but warm Sunday afternoon. Wasn’t sure what to blog about today. Feeling unmotivated, uncreative these last few days. Starting this week my new space for writing and painting is available and of … Continue reading →

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Morning Meltdowns

Posted on April 11, 2012 by Tom Seeks Equanimity

  I woke up today feeling mostly okay, despite yet another cold. Texted a friend to meet for coffee and as I collected my things I noticed my wallet was nowhere to be found. My mind immediately jumped to the … Continue reading →

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Writing?

Posted on April 9, 2012 by Tom Seeks Equanimity

OK so this post has nothing to do with the history of Germany. The picture above was the only one I could find of a book, an excellent one by the way, written by the son of Thomas Mann, Golo, … Continue reading →

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Dating?

Posted on April 6, 2012 by Tom Seeks Equanimity

I haven’t been on a date in about a year and a half. While I was numbing my brain on a regular basis with booze this didn’t seem like much of a problem. It fit the narrative of my abject … Continue reading →

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Volunteering

Posted on April 4, 2012 by Tom Seeks Equanimity

Yesterday was my regular volunteering gig at an organization that programs art spaces for at-risk urban youth.  I’ve really been enjoying it since I began in January.   The coordinator is great and enthusiastic, and it gives me a chance … Continue reading →

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Insouciance

Posted on April 2, 2012 by Tom Seeks Equanimity

Well after my rant last time about international central bank driven financial subterfuge I though I would touch on a pleasanter subject today: insouciance. I don’t know the exact etymology of the word but it is related to the French … Continue reading →

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